Sometimes being right about something can stink. Especially when u reveal it to the wrong person. Word of advice.... if u know that what you know will hurt someone.... dont tell them.. no matter wut!

aceoFheartsEsQuE: I saw this cute lil grl in a large pumpkin outfit.. and it took every muscle to keep myself from pushing her over and watching her wobble around

aceoFheartsEsQuE: yea.. apparently.. they think i have aids now.. they're calling me Aids boy. Said something about mixin up my X chromosone with someone's Y.. and Im missin a link... i think Im a mutant. I belong in the x-men... i have the uncanny mutant ability of being lazy... this is my gift, this is my curse :-)
haaaaa.....

Yesterday, i managed not to take a nap when i came home. Wanna know my secret? Well, i came home, ate an apple, got really tired and began to think. Finally, i took half of a power bar (loaded with a shot of caffeine) and consumed it. Then i had some coffee candy. (also filled with caffeine) and that kept me up right until about 11 pm when i finally finished my homework. I was so tired by that time i conked out. Amazing what a little bit i caffeine can do to ya. I think that helped me quite my bad habit of napping... we'll c... i'm getting kinda groggy again... so tired... must read 15 ch. of scarlet letter... boooooo

why is it that the harder i work, the later i sleep, the less sleep i get, the less i accomplish? This is very frustrating. I know, i know, i'm procrastating now, wut right have i to complain about not getting enough sleep right? Well, after 5 hrs of english, even the nerds need a break. I'm crossing my fingers for Friday to come early. Gosh, life flies fast, but goes so slow at the same time. Make sense dont it? ^_* My newest discovery is that rediscovering an old emotion is one of those great feelings in life. I also realized that i dont make much sense when i'm really tired. Okay, i have to get back to work... wow almost 1am.. i still have 1 page of dialectical ntbk, pre cal hw, and defining terms. I hate it when i procrastinate. Wow....

and today, i'm stealing cyndi's quote...well it's a song... so dont go thinking she has a new bf or anything..haha..*wink*

"..when you know..that you know...who you love..you can't deny it... or go back.. or give up... or pretend.. that you don't buy it..."


dont worry.. february hasn't hit me... i'm just finding that it has hit some other ppl.. and they're fun quotes.. so being me, i'm sharing them with all of u...

just a lil quote that i decided to steal from steeni to thank her for stealing the monkeys ^_^

We're all a little weird. And life's a little weird. And when we find someone who's weirdness is compatible to ours, we join up with them and fall into a mutually satisfying weirdness and call it love, true love.


why is it when i have something to write, i cant ever remember wut i'm going to write.... booooo*

omgosh!! i know why an oddball is called an oddball!!... it's cuz they're usually the odd man out.. or like.. the 5th wheel.. or like.. the odd numbered person w/o a buddy...whoa.. that was my genius (or as danny would call it "genus") moment of the day.

I believe this week may have been my transition to the "panda" stage in this vicious cycle. (according to auntie mary) But last nite... man i got more than 2 hrs of sleep *cheer* i slept a whooping 6 hrs.. o yea! I'm sorry Xiao for ur inability to read my massively long blogs. Actually i only write long blogs when i'm real bothered by something or i'm in a good mood. So in the case of a good mood, i guess you'll have to deal with it. Otherwise, i suppose i can appease your request. Wow, so many people are going to see The Ring. I wanna go!!! If it's as decent a scary movie as people say it is, then i definitly want to go see it. It's hard to find a watch worthy scary movie. I think the last one i saw was this freako japanese one i saw when last summer at my cousins. So...those of u who see it.... tell me if it's truely worthy of viewing. Okay, i'm gonna go, i have one exciting nite ahead of me.... i'm excited whoohoo......3 day weekend *chic ching*

this is wut i get when i ask for help:

bOiNgcHubOiNg: lemme see if my brain still works...
bOiNgcHubOiNg: sorry i got this massive headahce and i cant concentrate very well

CrimsonSeiryu: sorry... it's too late at night...

skribblesnbits: I don't know, I slept 1.5 hours last night, I'm brain dead

OpHeEeNiEeE: what causes great obsession?
LeXlAnTiS: a pritti face
LeXlAnTiS: hehe im gooooooood
LeXlAnTiS: o yah o yah
LeXlAnTiS: *moving fists in a horizontal circle
LeXlAnTiS: clockwise

OpHeEeNiEeE: :-D*happy love*
OpHeEeNiEeE: time stopped that moment...
BlueElph: OH MY GOSH
BlueElph: LOL
BlueElph: ophi, you are the queen ;o)
OpHeEeNiEeE: that's rite!

Ravensbane66: i know, i is a genus
(genus eh?... indeed u are a genius)

O wow...now i know why people keep telling me to update my blog.... reading an updated blog is so satisfying...especially when there's like.. 3 updates! Oh, and we're eating udon noodles for dinner... this is exciting.. i'm excited... ok.. that was my food moment of the day... gonna go epitaphing now..=)

After failing two tests today, i endured my bus ride home. Roudy freshman and sophomores continuously screaming profane words, and yelling in my ear was not my idea of the perfect way to end this day. Well, ok, i guess the bus ride wasn't as bad as last time. FIrst of all, i got into a conversation with several freshman and sophomores about Bio II. They seemed thoroughly interested because they even stole my book, looked at my grades and constantly questioned what each assignment was. That's probably the most intellectual conversation i've ever had on a school bus. Not only did that make my bus ride slightly more bearable but i also had Alex and Salman to share in my sufferings.

Today did not begin as a good day. I was very tired last night because i neglected to take a nap. Actually, i'm trying to break the habit, but after yesterday, i know it'll be more of a challenge than i was originally in for. Around 11:30pm last night, i finished off looking up tone words. My dad had just gotten home from bible study, so i told him i wanted to take a 20 minute nap, and that i wanted him to wake me up in excatly 20 minutes. So i took a nap in the guest room (or scary room as mich would call it) and my dad woke me up in 20 minutes. After that i remember heading back toward the computer, but everything else was a little vague. When i regained conciousness, i was lying face flat on my bed and my dad had woken me up again, but this time, it was 6:30am. I began to freak out. I and took a speedy shower, and ran back to the computer to print out all my papers, and began power studying. I went through all the brand new concepts of meiosis in bio. Then i quickly scanned the tone words and the awakening for what i would expect to be an impossibly difficult english test. (and i was right) I spent the whole morning cramming intensly into my brain. The next thing i knew, my dad said, " hey ophie, hurry up, it's 7:20, you're going to be late again!". Then suddenly, it struck me. I had missed SFC again! So i apologize to Steph and Jeff, again! for not coming. Of course i have no excuse, it's just the fact that i was not very responsible. *sigh*

wow... from yesterday to today, there was a major tone shift. (haaahaa..) now that i've got that off my back, i'm going to take a nap, and try not to make the same mistake twice. Then i'll get started on my epitaphs. Man, i loathe english..........with the firey passion of ten thousand suns. *-*

gotta study for massive Awakening test, i cant believe Ms. Hemme never told us what was on the test. Now i have to study twice as hard because i just discovered there are tone words, and these other stories incorporated into the test. Hum, and i thought i mite sleep well tonite. Junior year doesn't get any better does it? O well, better luck next year. Anyways, forgot to mention this on my new revelations entry of my sub profile:
Eyes speak louder than words!
Oh, and when i went to pick my sis up from school today. I saw something strange. I've discovered that middle schoolers only get more strange with progressing years. I was driving along when all of a sudden water splashed on my windshield (no.. it wasn't rain) and so i looked to my right, and i saw thes half naked middle school boys running around in a giant puddle. Some of them were making mud pies and others were trying to ride their bikes through the puddle w/o getting stuck inside. How odd.... and i thought i was a strange middle schooler, but this... it's uncomparable.. they're real odd.

Oh, and something funny also happened. I was eating dinner (haa....yes i was eating) and suddenly my sister is walking by the table and she says, "will u go to hc with me?" and then she says you and me dancing in canton and then she tries to say it in mandarin... sound familiar?!? yea.. she was totally reinacting Jeremy Mok and Alex's N'Sync thingy... and her stuffed bear (michelle... it was the bears) was Grace... so yea.. Grace.. was a bear. ^_^. She just finished watching the talent show tape for the 5th time or something yesterday, so she knows most of the acts by heart... but her favorite is the N'syner "A" performance... i sing pop and she dances.. haaahaa... ok.. i guess my sister is a little odd too...
anyhow... i'm gonna go... i really need to work. Peace outz

Today in sunday school:

Zaneta: (talking to michelle) hey steph
Stephanie: I'm steph
Zaneta: whoops, i'm just calling everyone steph now.
Michelle: (talking to the real Steph) Hey michelle
Zaneta: Did you know that ducks' quacks dont echo
Ophelia: Yea, i heard that.
Zaneta: oh, and did you know that turtles breathe from their butts?
Ophelia: huh wut!?!? they eat from their butt? That's a new one.
Zaneta: yea .. uh huh ophelia, they eat from their butt. no.. i said they breathe from their butt
Ophelia: hahaaaaaahaaaa (continues to laugh for the next 30 seconds..
cant get over the fact that turtles breathe from their butt)
Michelle: and did you know that cat's pee glows in a black light?
Stephanie: Cat's pee?
Michelle: O yea, cats pee. There's always one peeing in front of my house, so i'd know.

after sunday school
(as i passed sarah and catherine)
me: hi
Sarah: o my gosh, i saw that purse at Bu ya Ka, i wanted to get it, it's so cute (goes on for a another minute) I like it.
me: thanx
Catherine: i like that shirt you're wearing on the inside
me: thanx
Sarah: i like the shirt you're wearing on the outside
me: thanx
Catherine: i like ur skirt
me: thanx
Catherine: oh, and i like your shoes too
me: thanx
Sarah: I mean, i like your outfit
me: thanx
Catherine: I like your legs too!
me: (runs away)

yea.. had an eventful sunday, going to eat my caramel walnut apple pie now. Toodles!

OpHeEeNiEeE: btw.. is ther anything u really need or want?
CyndiC02: yes!
CyndiC02: a plane ticket to sugarland
OpHeEeNiEeE: awww


someone come visit me!!!

NOTE to STeeni!! I think you should come visit me over the holidays... seriously ... no pity... no kindness.. this is an order..^_^ December is our special month, your senior year! make it count! LYLAS!

piloting my blog..............doh!

ahhhhhhhh

wut the world.... ok.. this is wacking me out... something definitly wrong... i feel dumb now.. haaahaaa.. i typed practically the same thing twice...( i can see Jack pointing and laughing... *sticks tongue out*) so yea... if u read my subbie... totally scratch my update out... i did write the same thing....good memory wut can i say...*bwah*

O yea... roof raiser!!!! PSATs... over... *bwah* I must say however, that if i do bad on the PSATs... it's because of the extremely baaaad conditions that i had to work in. First of all, i was in that far corner room, next to all the construction, all that hammering... and drilling.... unending noise... it was awful. Then there was the proctor... urgh.... she never told us how much time we had left, and all of the sudden out of nowhere would come a, "okay.. pencils down." So then i ended up timing for myself, and i didn't finish the math section.. grr... i ended up just.. doing some random bubbling. *pooh*... oh, that's not the worse part....the darn fire drill during the writing section.....wut was that? Was someone trying to be helpful, and pull the drill so they could get us out of PSATs!?!?!?!....that was definitely not very nice... wutever happened... totally ruined any concentration i had for the writing section. (not that i was focused anyways by then......) well it's over.. no use sulking about it.

aww... all of my bloggie archives are gone... wut happened? Bummer... o well..oh, newest discovery...(yea J it's about food... AGAIN!)..... so my parents got a caramel walnut apple pie (something or other) from HEB and i ate like 1/4 of it... it tastes so good!!! you should try it sometime...oh, and scooby snacks!! Those are tasty.....then again.. they taste like any other kind of fruit snack... anyways.. i'm kinda tired... and i feel sorta queezie... nap time. (and yes.. i do things other than eat and sleep... really...)

*a LONG sigh* this is so nuts. I cant believe i'm surviving with such an infinitesimal amount of sleep . Now, i know wut jess and diane felt like. (and i thought that would never happen to me... haaa) But i think after next week, everything will slowly progress downhill. I mean with PSATs and all those evil projects out of the way, my brain will begin it's recuperation.

I hate riding my bus, it just stinks. It's crowded, people are rude, and it hurts my brain to be in there. Oh, funniest thing happened. So, i was sitting on the bus next to this rather, big indian guy, and him and his little sophomore buddies start talking about what days this year they're planning on skipping school. Then the dude next to me starts talking, and he was saying, "yea, i wanna skip like a... you know.. like a... week in december. I mean i wanna skip (lists a number of days.) but i really wanna skip school on my birthday, you know cuz.... man your birthday, that's a holiday. So yea, i wanna skip december 4th". HAHAAHAHAA.....that's funny. You dont get it do you? Well, some of u guys do...haha.. cuz after he said december 4th, i thought to myself, " ahhhh... wut the....wait a minute... (brain starts to process the date).... hey..... why that's... my birthday".

I've realized that the less sleep you get, the less your brain functions correctly. For example, my reaction time is mabbe....5 times as slow. Today in bio, someone asked me some simple question, and i just stared at her blankly for a few minutes, and then i simply replied with a "yes". Then on the bio quiz, i looked at this one question, and i knew the answer but i wasn't sure which way the words were suppose to go so i wrote, "kinase- dependent cyclin" but then, when i finished the quiz, i looked on my outline and the real answer was, "cyclin-dependent kinase" so basically i started thinking backwards (how funny... today was backwards day). So, before i go look over more PSAT vocab and etc.... i'm going to take a nap. I think i deserve that, after a week of sleeping at the odd hours of the night, and having parents who complain about almost everything. What i need is sleep. So if you're bored on this friday nite, and you're inclined to make someones day, sign my guest book (^_^) on my sub profile, leave me an edifying message...hehe.. peace out (dun worry, i'm not getting back into the habit of saying that.)

technically..i thought i'd updated enough monday to last me a few days.. but i guess not. But i'm not REALLY chatting online... aim's just there... to keep me comfort while i ... uh.. do my bio outline...*wink*... but yea... know wut tastes good? Those orange slice candies... emmm....(no there isnt a moment where i dont think about food... food is life....haahaa...) today at D-ship
Grace: hey look... it's the last cookie... does anyone want it?
us: *silence... stares blankly and tiredly at the cookie.....exams it*
Grace: come on... it's the last one
me: *reaches for cookie* i'll split it with someone
Grace: *shoves it towards me*
me: plx... someone split it with me.. i cant finish it... plx.. i cant.. someone help
us: *contiually blank stares* filled with a bunch of,"oh, you can finish its"
me: someone split it with me..?...
Ang: you can finish it
christina: yea.. just eat it
me: ok

ok.. updated... sure that makes someone happy... now it's back to work back to work back to work *work work work... i've got work to do*

WOW.......it's actually cold.... i can survive outside with a sweater on....this is great.... massive coldness... awesome!
So yea, today Fred and I were walking home and we were saying that whenever it's cold or rainy, and we walk home, our parents always end up being home, which basically meant that we coulda called home and gotten a ride. As it turned out (not that i had to walk all the way to my house or even to my car) when i opened the garage door to my house, i saw my parents car in the garage... i was thinking.... whoa... that's funny...yea.. or maybe it's just another one of those weird ophelia moments....

Well, my dad was home cuz my lil sis threw up AGAIN at school...(yea.. she throws up a lot...not as much anymore tho..hehe dun worry she's ok.. just has a cold) so yea... she was like hacking up something massive... so my mom made her have some cough syrup. About five minutes later, she sees me eating dinner and she comes and sits down next to me practically drooling at my food (btw.. she just ate) and so i just kind of look at her and smile. The she says, "hey gaj.... i'm hungry... can i eat some of ur vegetables?" I thought to myself.......whoa.. she's that hungry!?!? Desperate enough to eat food of the green color?!?! So i say sure.. and she eats some of my veggies. THen... mabbe 30 minutes later, i'm reading A Seperate Peace, and my sis is playing with legos, when suddenly, her hacking fit comes back... and my mom was like... aww yuck. So then we make her some warm coke with lemon (chinese remedy.. dun ask... it just works) so then her fit calms and she decides that she's hungry....AGAIN, so my mom goes and gets her something to eat. Well, 30 minutes later... she's hacking up a storm again.. and this time she's sitting in front of the tv, and my mom is freaking out cuz... she's turning a little bluish purplish color... and her eyes are bulging out.. kinda wacky looking.....and then my mom says, "ok.. that's it for you, no more food." LMBO..hehe.. yea... my sister.. she thinks about food more than i do..haahaa...the Wongs are just a bunch of food craving crazies...

so yea.. psats saturday.. major studying... nervous break down... but that's ok...bummer to all my blog fans..*ahem.. andrew.. ahem...* i wont be updating anymore this week... actually i'm thinking this mite be the last time i'm gonna be online this week...(haha.. this sounds familiar... riiigggghhhtttt...) so yea.. mabbe.. .by some miracle... i'll cram a load of words into my brain....so if u hear my vocabulary increase tremendously over the course of the next few days.. .u'll know excatly why... infact... mabbe a lot of juniors' vocab will get better...^_^ *crosses fingers*... o gosh.. sister coughing up a fit again... pray for her... hope she gets better soon....

oh.... i get it now... i get why mrs. fong appreciates our (afternoon) sunday school so much.... that is after reading jeremy's most eventful blog...haahaaa....no wonder she kept saying... "wow, i'm impressed......u guys got Does God Make Sense on the first try....very good, i can see that many of you are alert and awake.".........and to emphasize her appreciation for us....she kept saying how impressed she was...so did u guys get donuts and M&M's/ candy every week?

Mrs. Fong: so did anything interesting happen this week
Zaneta: well my mom bought oreos that said u could win a free trip to see Aaron Carter, but i haven't opened it yet.
class: huh?!?!
Zaneta: well, my mom wants me to finish the other one first
(mrs. fong and mrs. chu crack up)
Mrs. Fong: so anything else?
(the class side tracks)
Mrs. Fong: okay.....anyone else have anything to share?
(side tracks again)
Mrs. Fong: i'm going to start beeping everytime we side track
Michelle: hey oph... i hope u gain 10 pounds.. u forgot to save me some food
Mrs. Fong: Side track Side track..Side track... beeeeeep... okay.. now does anyone remember what we learned last week?
Zaneta: Job
Mrs. Fong: oh, i'm going to side track for a minute....i was at a wedding.....
class & mrs. Chu: side track side track *points fingers*

I think i've fallen in love..... fallen in love with a cold front *sigh*..... know wuts fun? Helping dad lift playsets in the cold!

zEsTy fiSh ErMaN: wow u can lift a swing set?=-O

Auto response from OpHeEeNiEeE: helping dad lift the swing set

zEsTy fiSh ErMaN: wow ophelia is STRONG
zEsTy fiSh ErMaN: she has MUSCLES!!
zEsTy fiSh ErMaN: muscular girls are SCRAY
zEsTy fiSh ErMaN: then u might beat me in arm wrestiling..

aceoFheartsEsQuE: holy cow.. u can lift swing sets... imma defiantly stay away from u in a fight

haha.. dun worry... i'm not THAT buff..haha.. actually i'm sorta scrawny in the arms... they dont really get big when i work out, which is good.. .they just get... more toned.. * =)....

so... 50 pages and 14 chaptes of the Awakening... here i come!

but yea.. that's wut i was gonna write about... the cold weather... that's why i love sugar land... this kind of cold is not too cold... it's just right..go T-shirt weather

for ur entertainment

OpHeEeNiEeE: o.. my mom wanted the swing set in our yard to move from one side to the other
OpHeEeNiEeE: so she ordered my dad and I out there... to lift it
aceoFheartsEsQuE: hehe.. yea, my mom is the boss of my family too
OpHeEeNiEeE: *chinese mothers* sigh*
aceoFheartsEsQuE: haha!... but they are often funny
aceoFheartsEsQuE: except for when they are mad
OpHeEeNiEeE: oh.. when they're mad... eh... stay away
aceoFheartsEsQuE: my mom pets me... is that odd?
OpHeEeNiEeE: em.. well ur the youngest child.. so i guess.. it's ok
OpHeEeNiEeE: my mom pets my sister...

THE WEEKEND IS OVER!!>>NOOOOOO! *sigh*... I had a great weekend tho. The football game was awesome.... that is, while i was still watching.. but apparently our team lost its luck once Justine, Gloria, and I left... hum.. wonder why...*wink* But yea.. exciting game. Chik fil A.. em... good chicken tenders..haha.... Then hc was very fun... thanks to Peter. Justine and Annie were very kewl. I have to say.... i didn't enjoy the music very much... kinda the same repetative head bOpping sound over and over again.... but i guess besides that, the nite was swell. (i'm still kinda full tho). I totally forgot what i was going to write.... okay.. just a tad tired....i need to read 21chapters in the Awakening..*gag*....dumbo reader responses...*eayehk*.....PSATs studying..*i want to cry now*..(ahhh.. "cry")...but #1 priority of the moment... sLEeP....*yeaahh!!*
btw: hope steeni and mark had a blast at hc! (send me pic okay?)
and.. .hope Sammi and Jack had a good time (*tear* poor sammi =P)
(alex) Zander and "sister" (ahhaaahaa....) i mean...Jesse (dont forget me this yr..i want an early picture..haha) had some fun for once!

Okay.. i'm actually going to try to work hard now... bye bye ^_^

i am one stuffed silly chinese person. I cant believe i managed to stuff all that nummy food into my system. *burp*.... eugh...so anyways... i dun really know why i'm not going to sleep... i am.. but first i'm gonna explain the whole deal about my nickname... eggyfeggy. The actual nick name is eggymyfeggy. So it originated in the state of washington. Well, it was Christieeeno B that gave me that nameo. Well, you c... i believe i recieved this name after my massive injury during my frosh year track season. (that one where i skinned my left side.) But yea... so after that....stieeno started calling me eggyfeggy. (after legomyeggo... eggymy feggy...yea.. ) She was the only person kewl enuf to call me that... so since then... the name has sorta stuck w. me.... like me and christine's "thing" it's just like my opheeni nickname.... i have too many nicknames... one day.. i should make a list..haahaaa.. well i'm going to sleep.. i'm kind of tired...peace outz

o boi... so bummed out.. everyone else's subbie is working sept for mine..so.. no updates till it starts working. (*_*).....i'm doing a late blog update for once. Kinda got sick of bio outlining. But eventually, by the end of the nite... (or should i say early in the morning) i shall be finished. This week has been giving me a crazy time. I just cant handle the 7 hr work day. It's too long (pooh to all u hanford juniors w/ 5 hrs...). However, my job pays well, temporary head knowlege... which i'll retain for the next... oh.. i'd say... week or two... a month at max. At least i have the benefit of knowing that my brain is still growing and retaining more and more info, therefore, i'm getting the ultimate benefits of school ^_^ *sigh*sigh*yaawn* Well, my "work" awaits me.... i shall hope to sleep soon... wish me luck... Nitereteret

HoNda51GirL: like while hes putting it on you grab it and stomp on it
HoNda51GirL: your an actress tho so you can make it look real =P


can anyone tell me who doesn't love steeni?..............I didnt think so.

Ehmbowah:.... somebuddies gotta stop me from eating so much chocolate... btw.. i'm allegeric to it... so if i keep eating like this.. i'm going to die.. and suffocate. NExt year... i vow that i'm going to pay 30 bucks and screw selling the candy... i cant handle the temptation. I dont want to have anything to do w/ chocolate... or more like.. candy.. for a few...um.... weeks.. i'm shooting for years.. or never eat candy again... but i dont think that's possible.. come time to trick or treat.. or the holiday season.. yea.. that would come my downfall once again. So there we have it... no candy until post halloween or.......um.. my birthday.

Do you ever have that feeling when someone pushes ur buttons one too many times? Yea....I believe that sometimes people just have to learn to handle the fact that you dont always have to know everything. You gotta face reality.....u dont know everything. *sigh*

Have you ever stared at a pair of heeled shoes and had the urge to rip the heel off? Yea.... tempting...cuz when u break into new, heeled, foot throb, shoes.... sometimes u just wanna kill em. But the worse type of heeled shoes are boots! Just ask monica. (from friends) But girls can handle pain better than guys... so it doesn't matter so much that beauty is pain.... of course... i'm not saying it's worth it. I gotta admit tho... some women do the most disturbing things just to be beautiful.....wow... if only it was easy to accept urself the way you were made.

SHaBaM! Wow.. wuta long... drawn out.. fun.. and stinky weekend.... I've accomplished so much, yet so little in one weekend. Accomplishing a lot cuz... went to see jonah, p psats, corn maze, movie, and shoppin. Not so much accomplishment... hehe... haven't done hw... well now all that's left is spanish... so no big.. have 5 periods to study for it. Actually, i've badly neglected my english as well. I just plain out dont enjoy it, and reading takes too much time. But actually most books, once i get into them.... I can start or stop whenever.
I love chillin w. my homie Michelle... she's one of da.. bestests persons in the world... tolerating me and my crazy shopping.. and finding me hidiously grotesque dresses... u gotta love her. What would i do without michelle... actually i dont wanna think about it... my ONLY friend shall never go down in history... she'll always have a special place in my heart... u rock michelle!! (ur mom rocks too ^_^)
u know wuts odd.... i really dun know wut it's like to have a best friend move away... all my life... i've been the one to move away.. which sux of course... but it would be so weird if my friend moved away.... as i hear from my 3 musketeer counterparts... it's not so odd.. when deeni and cyndi are way at college... not the end of the world.. but when I left....odd as ever...(wow i'm so important...jp) Somehow tho... we kept becoming closer friends.. and God... was always in the growing closer picture... i mean.. we grew in him together! i remember hearing once... that it's always good to be-friend people who are one step ahead of you in ur Christian walk, that way, they call pull u when you're behind and u can pull them when they're behind. Makes sense dont it? Wow... i'm lucky enough to have 3 ppl pull me up when i'm behind.. and the three of them have 3 ppl to pull them up when they're behind....man i really miss u peeps... so big college temptations eh? Pray.. pray hard.. the more u pray the better u trust (in HIM)... so pray pray pray! GO HuChauWongNevala .........
Anyhoo... i was just counting my blessing tonite... way too many. You know who else i miss? Christine B... u know i bet we would have crack like eggs if we went to see jonah together.. (of course i'm sure u enjoyed who u went w. anyways)..... i'll always remember that first time we watched meet joe black in ur living room... *sob*... and i'll remember the second time we watched it At jess's house... u guys fell asleep.. and left me to drown in my own puddle of tears..*sigh* oh, and jess...hehe...i'll never forget those nick names... LOTR!!!..haha.. eowyn... wut was my name again.. i forget... guess wut i found a note u wrote me... in purple ink... and it's so old.. and so funny.

well enuf of counting my blessings... i hope u guys count ur blessing this week, and look around and see how many you have... so stop grumbling about all the depressing things in life.. get over and get a move on it... life is short... do what u were born to do..and live out life's purpose...

today could be categorized in the "worst day of my life" section....*sigh*.... basically everything was just swell and almost even fun.. until about 6pm. *venting*... but in light of all the terrible things... i shall move on.. and tomorrow is a new day. For today... i dun really like freshman much... and extreme imature juniors....but thanx cyndi for the *hug*.. and deeni for the *shrug*... i love u guys u rock!... and danny... for the venting email.. i feel for ya buddy.. i feel so bad...i promise to never do it again....God bless my friends....

YOu know... news travels fast in big cities too... well as michelle put it... blogs travel faster... so true..bumma... i have a long day ahead of me.. so i'm gonna blog now... so yea.. wake up today.. 7:30... speed get ready.. and head to school.. arrive 7:43... go take p psat.. come home...

ma: so i'm going to uncle willie's house now... remember to eat lunch
bob: there's nothing to eat at home
me: k
ma: so wut are u doing today?
me: i told u member?
ma: u made ur dad not get to play tennis this morning.. i never knew u had p psats today
me: i told u last nite.. the nite b4.. and the nite b4 that.. and the nite b4 that.... and i guess dad coulda gone to play tennie instead of u..
ma: *silence*
me: yea.. gotta go to corn maze at 1:30
ma: o
me: then tonite i'm going dress shopping
ma: wut!?! why?
me: uh.. hc..
ma: u have to buy a dress?
me: uh.. yea
ma: u have money?!?
me: *silence*
ma: ok.. that's wut i thought
me: bob i need gas money
bob: hey.. moi moi.. give gaj some gas.. hahaha
me: *glares at dad for bad sense of humor*
bob: ok.. ok.. ok...money.. yea.. that's why ur mom and i brought u into this world... to give u every last drop of our money... we works so hard and one "can i have some gas money" and there goes my months pay...*pretends to cry*
me: i could walk
ma: u'll get abducted
me: hahaha... u and mich's mom have so much in common.

I'm sad now..... my subbie is down... it keeps telling me "invalid username" but i've been using the same one... gadeesh... I added 2 new sections too.. pooh! And then.. something funky happened to my computer... i was deleting my bulk mail.. when... this scary lil compaq screen kept flashing at me...ahh.. scary. But in a few hrs... i shall be watching Jonah!! o yea..i was listening to the live at five on ksbj... and they played veggie songs..ahhh!!! i want the sound track! The credit song is so cute.. "hey hey hey" .... i am massively pumped tonite... premire.. o yea..*jumps*... it's friday *another jump*.... o.. oh.. food is calling me.. i hear my name!!.. gotta run.. u all should go c Jonah!

wow... nothing creative to write today.. depressing eh? Well, speed scrable got kicked out of the room today...people ended up playing in the hallway. And I.... was their source of music... my mad guitaring skills.... (really should work on it) random ramblings: There are some people i admire for their courage, while others, i admire them for their stupidity.

I had a great day today *sigh*.... but then i guess ur wondering why i'm *sighing*.... well... you know when you wish for something so hard that it comes true? But then it doesnt turn out quite the way you wanted it to.... even though you knew that it could happen. I mean after all, the wish did come true, and the outcome was not half as depressing as the last time you wished for the same thing. But somehow... everyone dreams... and the greatest dream of all is having your dreams come true, so even though your wish came true, the ultimate dream didn't. Then you contemplate whether you should accept fate as it is, and see if God's plans are the same as your plans the next time. The alternative to that would be to forget you ever wished for any silly thing, and move on with life, even though your wish kinda came true and you kinda wanna follow through with accepting it. In the end, you dont know what to do, and decide that there is no harm in accepting a wish, because after all, you did get what you wanted. Somehow, you just cant stop thinking, what if your wish had turned out excatly the way you wanted it to.... then wut? Would you be happy then? Would that be satisfactory? IF ONLY things had turned out the way you wanted them to....IF ONLY. The moral of this story is (as many have said before me) becareful what you wish for, you never know what might happen.

gadeesh.. my goodness.... i just cant seem to focus. There are some definite issues w/ my computer... not a very cooperative one i should say. I think i bruised my arm trying to save a book today...*sigh*....i wish i didn't have to do so many bio outlines... life would be so much easier w/o them....oh, and i did another bummer today, i forgot my history notebook, and we have a test tomorrow. *sigh*... and there's a SNHS meeting tomorrow.. lets hope i can do some speed studying.
Why is everyone so sad lately? It seems like there's this contageous disease spreading... it goes from person to person making them sad. Is the depression season in? quoting my sis, " if i had a genie.... and i had 3 wishes... and i could wish for wutever i wanted... i would want everyone in the world to be happy." I guess if i had a genie, that would definitely be a nice wish. For some odd reason, (or... well it's a good thing) but i cant seem to stay sad long. Maybe i have the 24 hr depression, comes one day and gone the next. But i'll be real upset one day, and the next day, i'll wake up and everything will be ok. ( i guess that's a blessing in disguise)...maybe it's cuz i enjoy sleep so much, and when i wake up... .i just dun remember anything...@_@......

Note to deeni: actually i made that quote up.... the initials were ment to be misleading.. didn't want ppl thinkin i was a super sap or anything.....haha.. did u say that it was by nicole c. mullins? humm.. could be..heh..

anyways.... goal of the week... gets some new vocab into my system... and go to bed b4 11... *sigh*... i've managed it 2 nites.. wonder if i can do it the rest of the week..... at this rate.. i'm not too sure... but hey... philippians 4:13