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okay...let's try this again.... yesterday definitely not my lucky day. *sigh*........i realize that when i'm tired, i'm a affected by weather. when it's sunny, i'm happy, when it's rainy, makes me feel kinna sad. i remember i use to dislike rain, and now i like it cuz the idea of water falling from the sky is just so kewl. and the best part about rain is the rainbows and the rays from the sun as it breaks through the sky....it's like a taste of heaven on ur lips.
i think i genuinely had a great first official week of summer. it was relaxing and it's so typical summer and just plain awesome to spend time with friends, and have some laugh so hard you cry kinna times.
friday woke up too early to go run at oyster creek. man....i love leisure running. there's this sorta natural high i get off of a fast heart beat, not steady breathing, sweat beads on my nose, and gross humidity causing perspiration on my forearms. i cant really explain my relationship with running. i dont like running but because i dont like it i end up liking it, which doesnt make much sense. running can be such a pain sometimes because all the pains and scars i've gotten from it, but nonetheless through all of that, i've been able to stick with it and love running anyways. strange....i know....went to best buy after running, and also ran into a garage sale...neat cheap stuff there...and some strange and interesting things too.
after that i went to alex y house and some of us played some games....charades.....jenga....hehee... funny stuff. then when to mich's. celebrated michelle's and jeremy's bdays.... lotsa "happy bday" kewl version singing...cake smashing....craziness....but all in good cheer. they shud rename sleep overs...cuz... people dont excatly sleep at sleep overs...
saturday, woke went home to pick up dad for atlanta training so that he wudnt have to ride his bike again. then went thai cottage, good food as usual. afterwards Tina and i headed to turn in our job apps. Tina is SO my luckycharm, cuz i never catch sales and we caught this super big one at express. so..yea.. i shopping totally regained my respect. after that fellowship. i think God is just REALLY stressing the whole dont download stuff online thing, which i also believe that God doesnt want us downloaded stuff. but yea...in one week, i've heard mabbe 3 talks abt why we shouldnt download. and i have to completely agree that it IS stealing. however, our sunday school lesson recommended www.sharesong.org for people who download, but this one is cleared by the government. so if breaking the law by downloading is no longer your thing, mabbe you cud try that site.
sunday....father's day. didnt get a chance to make my dad breakfast, but i helped him bbq at night when we had a father's day bbq at my house. such good food. my dad's the bbq man....and the smoothie king! hehe....
monday: went to help out with new youth building...which is gonna ROCK! oiy.. so kewl.. so kewl. oh yea.. and in the morning, i went for a good bike ride. was suppose to meet some ppl at chs track, but when i got there.... i only saw off season track training (aka the ppl who pay 100 bucks to torture themselves) so i guess it was good that i rode my bike cz i still got a 4 mile wkout in. ^_^
*sigh* it's crazy how i can forgive other people so easily...but y it's so hard to forgive myself. it's no wonder wild animals are easier to tame than the tongue. i think iv'e been thinking so much that i've stopped thinking b4 i talk.. *sigh* yea...definitely got some issue to conquer and now....it's time for dinner...thanx for taking the patience to read this far....haha