turn back the hands of time...............

*BIG SIGH*......junior year has officially come to a close...that is unless u count going back to school to clean out ur locker as "going to school". i sit here now in utter disbelief. i'm not excatly sure wut to say. i dont think i've ever been quite so shocked that the school year is over. everything that happened this year seems as though it happened just yesterday.....wow i gotta say i strongly disliked every project, every reading workshop, every bio outline, and every geography map.....but amist all the struggles of late night coffee binges and hard work.....i loved everything abt junior year (as much as some stuff stunk in the process). the memories that happened were awesome and all the school work just topped it off. school was like a garnish to my junior yr dish. i did all the school work, stayed up late nights...to make myself *look* intellegent.....^_* so now i guess the final blow of my school year will be SATs.....*cross fingers* this will be my last time.....but who knows.... it may still be a part of my life in the near future.

kinna didnt know wut to do with myself today. so i pulled out all the old yr books, all the old photo albums...sorta just sat there and laughed at all the crazy stuff that's happened in my life. as i read the yrbks....i thought of things that happened that year and all the memories that people mentioned. then i looked at every photo hoping to be sucked in...and back into the past. but then i realized...ya know... i bet God's got even better stuff in store for the future....i'll be taking more pictures...making more memories..and wanting to be sucked into more pictures. change... as much as i presentliy dislike it....is definitely a good thing. in the long run.. i always thank the Creator for creating change...and time....past...present and future. the past always gives hope...the present always give opportunity...and the future gives hope and opportunity....and change sorta.. links that all together.. if change never happened... we wudnt have a future. *sigh... time.... good stuff.

i guess the weirdest reality for me now...is that i'm taking senior pictures next week....hahahaa...that means i'll get to be in the front section of the yearbook with a huge head picture! (and prolly a cruddy one at that....that'll go down in the history of clements hs forever!) as much as i dont want to be a senior....i'm curious wut the future holds....but i wont have to be curious for long.. cuz TIME FLIES!