i've been lost without you these past few weeks......

dang... i cudnt stand it anymore.... i had to relieve my nap cravings today. these past few days.. i've been ubber tired. i realized that if i put my will into it, i can stay up even if my head says, "go to sleep!" So for the past few weeks i've been determined not to nap, and thus far it was good. My full intention was to not sleep, get all my work done and sleep early. For the most part my goal was attainable. However, the consequence of that was that i'd get extremely tired and do odd things like....fall asleep on the floor for example. so today, my past several weeks of built up non-nappage, REALLY got to me, and i just died on my couch when i got home. The funny thing was when i woke up. I was super hyper.... as if i'd been recharged... like a battery! I think the nap helped me regain my sanity... or previously lack of. maan... naps rock...but i'm still determined not to take anymore.

so this morning as i was heading out to school, i hear this zerrrrrpppp ripe outta my backpack. my dear friends, my red jansport backpack, which i've had since the 5th grade is officially dead. the zipper is irrepairable..*tear*...i've come to realize that i own a lot of backpacks....the sad part is....they all either have disfunctional zippers, broken straps, or they're too small to carry a text book. It's sad. So now, i've been forced back to my bad-for-your-back-killer messenger bag. As much as i love my messenger bag.. i dun wanna one day grow old and have back pains....and then i'd remember back to my old HS days having regrets abt using it. actually... wut am i talking abt!?!?! i DO have another backpack...it's just in my mess of a closet rite now. WOW suddenly the world doesnt seem like such a bad place. wah. dude... there's something wrong with me today....blamin it on the nap... crazy.
mission 911: find backpack